Not My Battle

Battle of words with no voice,

I just sit and listen because i have no choice.

No matter how hard i try 2 plead,

2 cry,

ur words jus rain down around me bu still leaves me dry.

I cant strike back or hold on 2 tight,

This battle isnt about me,

This aint my fight.

But somehow I see my name written all ova it.

But I'm certainly not the one that pushed you into it.

I just left myself free 2 fall into your arms

To look into your eyes,

To feel the love from you that you said would never die,

But our picture perfect world wasnt so great after all

Because of all the lies they told is how you let me fall.

To let me fall wasnt enough,

You added insult to injury on top of all THEIR stuff.

But pain is just a way to grow,

Another sign to let me know that no matter how you see your life,

life doesnt give a FUCK.

And just like life,

You've hurt me enough to show i need to fight,

that i do have a right to determine my life.

If by flaw or by fate,

Your face has now become another picture across my wall of those boys that did fail

And left me to recover after it all.

And that means your worth is nothing more than a 4-letter word,

like FUCK,

SHIT,

DAMN,

and the most famous,

LOVE.