Change

Slowly choking back the tears as the image of my fears materialize in front of my eyes as you begin to walk away from me.
Just to see the hurt and pain in your eyes,
Watching as the corners of your mouth dip even lower,
No longer a warm smile but only a hurtful sneer.
And as you being to come near,
You close your eyes, bite your lip, shake your head, and once again disappear.
The soft curls of your hair flake away as your honey brown skin leaves my view,
The pain invading my senses but my body knows that it’s not new.
All I ever wanted was you.
In this life I held your hand,
Fingers intertwined through mine,
Arms so close together that I could feel the tickle of your arm hair,
The tingle spreading a smile across my lips,
Something you will hopefully miss.
But once again,
That has all gone away.
But what the hell do you want me to say?
Yes I love you and that will never change.
But this continuous game is something you and I can’t seem to get.
Maybe because it wasn’t me and you
But you and her.
All because you thought I wasn’t there.
But you just weren’t being fair!!
Life is a game and for me to win,
I can’t fully stay the same.
I do gotta change.
But now you’ve gone too.
Leaving no constant of me and you.
Cuz life truly does change,
Leaving no constant of me and you.